Finding Faith.....

I am trying to find my faith. I have always felt that I had a strong faith in God but lately it has been shaken to my core. It is only natural when you are facing something monumental that you ask "why me God". I feel ashamed every time that thought comes to mind. I know God did not promise us a life of rainbows and sunshine. I know that he did promise that he would be there for us and that he is only a prayer away. I know this with all my heart but yet I feel my faith wavering just a bit. All I can do is pray and have faith that people are praying for me.