In The Quiet Moments

Lately my world is full of quiet moments. Being home bound will have that affect on you. Most of the time I cherish the quiet but sometimes it is a vicious reminder of what this disease has done to my life. Will I ever get used to the fact that until 3 months ago, I was working, running around with friends and family and living life without any restrictions and now I am forced to be at home? Will I ever get used to the fact that just doing simple tasks like unloading the dishwasher can make me so tired that I need to lay down for an hour? I know that I have so much to be grateful for. I have the most incredible, devoted husband and 3 healthy, happy kids. I have to love and support of my extended family and friends. But in the quiet moments, I shed tears over what has been lost and the unknown road that lies a head. Lord, please give me strength and comfort during the quiet moments.